I have feelings for her.
I met her during degree (2017), I thought she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Few months later I befriended her, we got really close during our second year (2018), but by that time she was already on a relationship. Not gonna lie, I was a bit devastated when I found out about that, but at the same time I was happy for her, she was happy, she was really happy, and that meant a lot to me. As long as she's happy I'm happy, even though I have to bury my feeling for her. Then 2020 came, we're closer then before. She always come to me for advice, someone to talk to. I'm basically her teddy bear. She recently just broke up with her significant other, it was a sad moment to be honest. I can see that she was a wreck, like really bad. I was there the whole time, making sure she's okay. Then in that that spark in me came out, that feeling I've been buried for quite sometimes. I tried to ignore it, but it's getting really hard to contro...